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These are probably the most transcendental books you can find, though I would spread the knowledge. Y'all enjoy.


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“The three words, namely Hara, Krishna and Rama, are transcendental seeds of the maha-mantra, and the chanting is a spiritual call for the Lord and His internal energy, Hara, for giving protection to the conditioned soul. The chanting is exactly like a genuine cry by the child for the mother. Mother Hara helps in achieving the grace of the supreme father, Hari, or Krishna, and the Lord reveals Himself to such a sincere devotee.

No other means, therefore, of spiritual realization is as effective in this age, as chanting the maha-mantra:

Hare Krishna, Hare Krishna, Krishna Krishna, Hare Hare

Hare Rama, Hare Rama, Rama Rama, Hare Hare


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>>As long as you use words, you aren't transcending.

You think silence is wisdom because when you talk you realize you don't understand shit. Actually once you transcend only then do you words start to have value and the real talking begins.

I'm not a realized soul this post is just a waste of letters, Srilla Prabupada is a realized soul.


I've been thinking about chanting this again, since it has helped me in bad dreams more than other mantras in the past. What do you think you have gained from reciting this mantra? How many repetitions do you think are needed to get significant results? 16 rounds seems a bit too much for me at the moment, though I used to do it.


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>>What do you think you have gained from reciting this mantra?

Love of god, faith and peace of mind.

>>How many repetitions do you think are needed to get significant results?

A single repetition, Fear itself fear's any one of the names of god. I've had a hard time chanting aswell but I've found that there are faster ways to recite the mantra ( https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2cngeJZ5UE8 )


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That "PLATE ONE" picture was an accident I was going to post it whit the image associated whit it aswell as the book it is taken from.


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Could we have a thread dedicated exclusively to Shadow Work?

I find myself constantly having negative thoughts. Not just negative — destructive. I am often feeling hatred, jealousy, a desire to just surrender to my most basic instincts and enjoy the fruits of my destruction. Ever since I can remember, I have always felt like if I was given the choice between becoming the Christ or becoming the Antichrist, I would go with the latter.

How do we fight these urges? I remember IIH has a practice to create a "black mirror" of the soul, to start listing the things that you consider are your worst traits and also quantify them to reflect upon these negative aspects of your psyche. Jung wrote about this too, but I haven't read him yet (and he seems a bit too dense for my thick brain)

I find that alcohol makes these feelings strong, while weed on the other hand makes them weak. I associate alcohol with male (yang) energies and weed with female (yin) energies. When I'm drunk, I wnt to destroy things, to do damage, to see blood. When I'm high on weed I want to laugh, embrace other people and just relax.

The image of Saint George defeating the snake supposedly represents our higher self conquering the animal which inhabits in our souls. What do you people do for shadow work? How do you face your demons and defeat them? How can we possibly become the buddha or the christ, when negative feelings are so powerful and strong? We all know how good it feels to get angry at someone. I mean, that's why we shout at people even when we love them. Because negative emotions are incredibly powerful and sometimes "positive thoughts" just can't even compare.

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This dream represents a complex from your parents. Images of piercing and penetration such as the knife, pertain to the great father. The image of the earth swallowing your shadow pertain to the great mother.


It's ok to do what you want and take what you desire. If you are the evil one, you are the evil one. In the end it shall not matter. The "right" path, the path of light, the path of right conduct, the path of love and compassion is not for everyone. It is impossible for most people to walk this path and that's ok. Maybe you will find enlightenment and the ultimate liberation between the guts of a protitute that you murder. It is still better to live as the shadow, to become the demon, the "evil" sith lord, the darth vader, than to be like the majority of people. Those lifeless husks, braindead zombies, lifeless NPCs. It is better to be the demon than to be the husk controlled by the demon. Go and live, there is only one path for you and you know it. Reclaim your power.


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It was my shadow self. This was an extremely vivid dream. It wasn't iconographic. I saw "me" as a complete doppleganger and thought, "hey, cool, its me!"

The fight started when I realized the other me, smiling away, was going to kill a lot of innocent people while I just stood there stupidly watching, thinking "he isn't actually going to do that!"

So I had to stop him, even though I didn't want to be violent. It wasn't until I finally accepted that he wouldn't quit until I killed him that I punched the knife all the way through. Kind of figured knifing him in the throat would have convinced him, but that fucker, being me, wasn't so easily convinced.

There were other dreams that followed related to other aspects of my life, equally intense.

I was laid up in a bed in a hotel for a couple of days at the time, and probably should have gone to the emergency room from the flu symptoms.

The idea of it being a complex from my parents doesn't fit. The piercing of the knife is more related to me having a serious interest in knives and knife fighting in general.



What do thunderstorms in dreams mean, if I may. They have been pretty frequent aspects of my dreams for my entire life. It's either thunder and lightning itself or the threat of it.



You are using the wrong part of your brain. You can feel which part is in use. You've already identified a few properties of your lower mind with alcohol and weed, Christ and Antichrist. That is simply how it processes the world. It's 100% social animal bullshit. If you eat the wrong thing, it feels bad and smashes or is overly friendly. 99% of people's problems is the food they eat. I can't eat even a little dairy or I feel hulk smash for days.

Try massive amounts of critical thinking and analysis. Read books on the subject. Play games that demand it. Eat food that enhances this process. Developing and leading with the rest of your mind will make this old behavior look stupid.

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I made a sigil to destroy the Universe. I call it:

" She just wanted to keep her little brother alive. She asked for a used feed sack but was denied, so he froze to death in her arms." Universe Ender.

If it works we should see some pretty cool shit.

Thanks for the thread to tag this to, been waiting for it.



here it is completed



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w/o sage


I hope he has a backlog of fresh knowledge garnered during his absence and starts uploading his findings consistently.

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I can tell that about half of the people here are just beginning to learn magic, and about 30% are just larpers/role players, while the rest know what they're talking about. Why must Fringe be this way? Pls stop being gay and actually make this board good

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Show me the way /fringe/. I don't know anything and I have been lurking for about a year now. If you don't know what you are talking about and have no experience then don't lead me astray down the garden path.




> Learn how the original medicine men and mystics learned.

I'd prefer not to have to make the same mistakes. Better to have some guidance I think, training wheels before riding the bike. Getting hurt or doing things ineffectively is a greater risk otherwise.



Dank bracelet. You romani?




l2meditate, but then, ACTUALLY DO IT




You may observe others' magic, but if you're operating from someone else's magical system wholesale, that is, following in lockstep with them, you're going to derive only a fraction of the benefit. Creativity is the vast majority of a sorcerer's craft. Tradition is ultimately a series of prompts, and attempting to find some sort of 'solid ground' in a shifting network of mythologies quickly goes from a fool's errand to an excuse not to do magic at all.

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We used to have a thread on old /fringe/ with a bunch of greenpilled videos, documents, etc.

Lets bring that back. I'll start with all the greenpilled videos I can remember and new ones I've found.


There's been an influx of people just posting videos and podcasts with small descriptions that have been shitting up the catalog. I've just been deleting them, but instead I'm changing the subject of this thread to "/fringe/ Media". All podcast and videos are to be posted here or in an already pre-existing thread. Any new threads that only have a video or a podcast with a small description are going to be locked or deleted and redirected here.

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Emerald Tablets of Thoth - Audio Book edition.


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Outwitting the 'Devil'



Good (audio)book on learning how any kind of entity can influence you and how to avoid it. The techniques used by the 'devil'.




MFBH youtube channel>>124410

Mercury Fire Blood & Honey:

Is a Stand Alone/Self Contained - Complete System.

It will require nothing… besides your own diligence, to make this work.

Should you complete this entire system, and then seek higher advancement, with our lineage…

You may apply at LoneManPai.com

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Riddle me this Fringe. If Christianity is so cucked by Jews then why do Jews hate Jesus.

Checkmate cryptokikes

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I shouldve said what they thought they did to Christ, they didn't actually kill him as per the quran.


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If you would know two shits about history then you would understand that kikes hate themselves too.

Every movement and religion has been corrupted by them, from hinduism to the punk music subculture, everything.

So checkmate you fucking cryptokike.


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Get off my board Methbender. You had your chance to defend me on KnowYourMeme and you went silent. This is my meme turf. Trespassing will result in getting memed on.

I also never knew you were so racist. What an interesting new fact to learn.

~Epyc Wynn



Correct. Jews pat their good little evangelical puppets on the head while spitting on the jew on a stick that the evangelicals worship.

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After Jesus fasted for 40 days straight, he was able to cast satan away from himself, and then able to heal and cast spirits out from possessed people.

His power could have come from fasting (and prayer).

Later on, in the Bible, it says that his preaching was now with Power, and he had the ability to cause huge quantities of fish to enter into fishing nets. There was a possessed man whom Jesus' disciples could not deliver (cast the negative spirit out), but Jesus himself could. The explanation he gave was that such a spirit can only be cast out by fasting and prayer. This story gives further credence to this hypothesis. It also says that his disciples will fast once he has departed (but could not while he was around due to the short amount of time he would be there).

Prior to his fast, Jesus was baptised by John the Baptist. I wonder if there was any special thing about Johns baptism, or if it is it the same as any baptism from anybody, as well as whether or not the fact that Jesus just had a baptism affect his fasting / power.

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>Every single great sorcerer has fasted for long periods of time

>Also Jesus, Moses, the Buddha

However, the Buddha later said that meditation is superior to fasting.



Muhammad pbuh also recommended fasting twice a week.



I've posted about this before but felt a need to again write about my degenerative habit of emotional eating, which although I am making progress with changing still hits back hard on occasion (this evening being one of such).

BUT even though I do succumb to the foodzombie-mindstate out of habit, triggered mainly by an anxious stress response when facing perceived difficulties (pressing responsibilities and resistance towards growth and..

Ah, these setbacks are what they are, but I will continue to set my body and mind back on track.

Will fast for two days and rebalance.



Interesting. I was able to fast a lot and otherwise eat extremely little a couple months into nofap. Couldn't before and can't now.

I wonder if there's a way to get that boost again now that I don't fap at all anymore. Starting and stopping again would be retarded and risky.



Breaks the chains? More like, breaks your bones.

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You know them.

>gmo safety

>msg caution

>fluoride caution

>vaccine safety


>healing autism, adhd, diabetes, heart disease, schizophrenia, anxiety, and other mental, and gastrointestinal and autoimmune illnesses

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>below A4=440Hz

Beside A4=432Hz, which is the tune of Nature, there is the A4=444Hz, which is the tune of Elevation and its C5=528Hz.



This so much. Academia has gone to complete shit. Some random on this board posting about how he summoned a succubus to play Quake with her has more credibility than academia these days. One of the things that's making me slowly consider that more /x/-tier stuff than I previously thought possible actually exists is watching how all the goddamn motherfuckers in academia push theories they know they have no real proof of to get funding from the fuckwits in administration, and especially how they censor. God damn, how they censor and suppress anybody who calls out their bullshit. I wish more people were posting here so we could have a real thread about this.



>high fructose corn syrup and mercury trace amounts

stop drinking soda

>fluoride in water

a marketing ploy based on fear for water filter king alex jones to make money. Buy bottled water

>saying mental illness is influenced by what we consume and/or inject

we dont even know what cause Alzheimers so to say it's correlated with food and vaccines is far fetched

>acknowledging mental illness increasing



Being gay, a tyranny, and whatever else doesnt mean you have a mental illness

>cfc bulbs and mercury

>computers/iphones and microwavelengths and cancer and neurology

Too much electronic light will fuck up your circadian rhythm. Try to get more sunlight and sit in pitch black darkness



Here's a made up bs problem you have. Here's a over priced snake oil to cure that bs problem


Too much of anything can be unhealthy but thanks to edging I have gotten a lot better. You know how viagra says you should call a hospital if your erection lasts for more than 2 hours that's called a normal morning for me


>claims to have cures to shit

>doesn't share

What's the point of this thread?


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right this is gonna be the longest shit post but if you get something out of it congrats

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I finally realized what it is I have to do and I hate it. It basically just imprinting on something. I given up on trying to define it and explain what it is. All I know is that there what I need and what I want. Some times they correlate.



literally got interpreted as "someone exactly like me" Which is stupid because thats not the point in life. To find someone exactly like you would be counter productive.



Faith in material things is foolish, idiot.



Thank you for your words of affirmation. I look forward to seeing you seeing me cruising at Mach 30 soon.


Theres a god that grants stupid wishes and it's not who you think it is.

She was actually good at what she does just remember keep it simple for best results. Her ideal form was very far from what she actually was and I helped her achieve it so it was a type of ego death. In order for the ritual to work I had to go through my own ego death. It was honestly embarrassing and I rather not go into details. But it was strange I didnt realize how much her thoughts affected me and vise versa. It's amazing how much a single thought can change you perspective of self when it comes from some one you care about. thoughts by them self dont create reality but beliefs emotional resonance and the intent can drastically "alter" somethings. The key is make it something you both want.

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>Order of the eastern star.

>Traditionally the female deity Astarte was represented by a pentagram/

>Order of the eastern star is an all female lodge.

>Astarte represented the divine feminine.

Is there a connection here? Forgive my ignorance if I'm incorrect. Also, general masonic education thread.

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The divine feminine is collectivism. The divine masculine is individualism. All of the symbols that frighten you are nothing but smokescreens to the divine contest.

Which do you prefer? The triumph of individualism before collectivism, or the other? Do you prefer security or liberty? These are the only real questions.



This is the reason masculinism is inferior, alone is not strong. This society based on forced external individualism is weakening individuals by turning them to masculinity so they can't organize themselves and form any kind of resistance or force against the current rulers. /fringe/ as a whole supports this and are for this reason NWO demiurgecucks in practice whether they want to or not.


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I find them abhorrent as I'm patriarchal af and besides rumor has it, Karla Homolka was a member, no thanks



>/fringe/ as a whole supports this

Awfully wide net you're casting there, pal. That alone would third position the balanced family position. Can't have one without the other if you're dualistic in practice.



You're awfully pompous, not surprising coming from a Freemason

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Here is a sigil about fulfilling ones goals.

Its a mixture of both discovering what one really wants and finding the path to that goal.

It should be on fire, while resting. Ignoring it would be best because it feeds on silence.

Also it likes to break things.

Thanks and good luck.

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What would be the most effective way to charge a sigil if I dont want to fap?



Just direct intense emotions towards the sigil, doofus.


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i-im not a doofus but tenks


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Your creating something for your "subconscious mind" to understand and act upon.

A sigil is just one way to do it. You could draw a picture with the desired outcome in it. It's theater to occupy your conscientious mind.


Put it in a frame and light a candle in front of it, then meditate on your intended goal for what seems like an appropriate time. Either let the candle burn down or put it out and relight it for each session.

You can get more elaborate, but that heads into the realm of practical magic, root work, pow wow, ritual magick. Those are paths that usually include some kind of initiatory experience to get into. Proprietary information and closely held secrets by those who have worked hard to learn them.

If your not interested in that but are wanting rapid advance, use the following mantra with the mandala in the pic.

Om Hrim Shreem Klim Adya Kalika Param Eshwari Swaha [Om Hreem Shreem Kleem Ahd-yah Kah-lee-kah Pah-rahm Ehsh-wah-ree Swah-hah]

“Om and salutations to She who is the first one, dark within her own reality, the supreme primordial feminine, who cuts through illusion to the unabridged truth of existence.”


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Man, we sure haven't had a Golden age in a while, huh?

'Bout time.

Share your dreams/visions of a utopian/golden world to come!

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With a golden age will come the rise of new institutions of reality-shaping outside of empiricism and the acceptance by society of the interconnectivity of things and people.




>They already are.

I knew this since elementary school without sources telling me. I just used my God given abilities to find that out. Librarian with a PHD unrelated to their job. Homeless Catholic man who had a degree in something practical, people older than me going into college, working while going to college, and staying at their jobs once they finished or go into something unrelated. I always knew it was a joke, but because of brainwashed peers, parents, etc., telling me what to do with myself growing up, I ended up wasting life insurance for over 120 credits worth of schooling and at the end of the day I have been "packing" things in a warehouse for over a decade despite my schooling. And I'm not about to suck metaphorical dick to land a job related to my studies. Never mind the fact at one point I had to stop schooling so that I could help contribute paying off a mortgage one was falling behind on despite having a well paying job. The whole system is a joke honestly. My golden age is people coming to the realization that the "economy" in general was a farce and that people have been working like slaves for paper that truly has no value. In realizing this, they stop pushing themselves and simply work for the betterment of one another. Work is good, working like a machine is not. I'd love to learn agriculture if only to grow food for myself and my local neighborhood. Maybe I should download as many books on the subject matter before governments finish raping the internet.


>>124111 (checked)

>Maybe I should download as many books on the subject matter before governments finish raping the internet.

Do it. Bonus: Back it up to a HDD and wrap it in aluminum foil to EMP proof the data.


>Cultural Christian Sharia

>Voting outlawed, except for local reps

>Guns for everyone

>90% of property publically owned, except private living quarters

>Dual citizens deported, especially those with ties to Israel

>Atheism banned

>Communal Pantheism

>Abortion outlawed

>Bedroom regulations


>Environmental protections

>Reinstate the draft

>Psychology banned

>General neutral war stance


That's all I got

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I have been trapped with my parents for a long fucking time. As a child growing up I always looked forward to the day I'd hit 18 and "be out of here" and it never happened. It's been 6 years since then and I'm still fucking stuck in this shitty situation. These people are complete subhuman that make lots of noise, are very unclean, hoard junk, etc. and my life is drastically negatively impacted. I am used as a slave by them and I can't seem to escape. I want to get the fuck away but they basically own and control me. If I were to get a car, they could just claim it. They control all my fucking money. They can take away my computer. I have never been able to gain independence from them. They can use the police to return me home. I have been planning for years to escape, I have printed out maps before, tried to find people online who'd take me in, thought about leaving on foot, or on my bike… my latest plan is to get a car though and to get away. I am afraid if I do that though, they'll just tell the police the license plate of the car, and send them to get me. If I stay here, I will continue to be abused like has been going on for years and years, and I will one day succeed in committing suicide or homicide when I snap again (which keeps happening). I can't get sleep here. I have one friend that helps me but he's an illegal. He's concerned about me and knows everything is shit here. My parents dominate my life and I am fucking miserable all the time. I don't want to stay in this rotting house and have to live with their hoarding problem.


>keep televisions on constantly and fucking loud

>never flush the fucking toilets

>don't prepare meals most of the time and leave me to starve or to subsist off of stuff like biscuits

>never let me clean up all the fucking trash they've accumulated because it's full of there stuff and they never let go of anything

>are tremendously obese and insanely lazy

I have one sibling that is functional and she left today and is never coming back. She, like me, always was planning an escape. She has all this really fucking awesome outdoors stuff and has become a park ranger out west and is goingPost too long. Click here to view the full text.

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Magick isn't the tool you need. You should first practice some discipline, even if it's within your own chaotic environment. I'll Jordan Peterson here you a little and suggest cleaning your own personal space and keeping it in order. Little steps first. Focus on creating reasonable plans for your future. Look into job training or entry level positions if you don't work, if you do work don't quit, you'll need to convince the government you are able to support yourself. Open a second secret bank account if you can and squirrel away money there or keep hidden cash/bitcoins.

If noise bothers you use some speakers or headphones for a white noise generator. There's apps for that.

As for your guardianship situation, I'd see about secretly contacting an adult guardianship attorney to represent you in ending your parent's guardianship. You may be able to find someone that is willing to work pro-bono or accept payment only if they win the case. If you can control your money enough to pay their retainer then you can get started immediately. If you can get independent mental health analysis along with proof of abuse to convince the court, this may be the way to go. Also look into contacting government adult protective services. Document your parents behavior, take pics of the mess and record their screaming but don't let them know your gathering proof. It might be harder this way, but it's better than disappearing and possibly becoming homeless.

Proper nutrition is very important, if you are unable to eat right see about visiting a food bank and keeping a secret stash of healthy food. Try to get some outdoors time away from the house and a little exercise, it's a good way to relieve stress.

I'll also add that it's entirely possible you could be mentally ill and in denial. Take care of your mind, think about looking for a mental health provider that is independent of your parents after you get your independence. Even if you aren't schizophrenic a lifetime of shitty abusive parents is going to leave it's mark.

Self responsibility is a hard skill to learn if you were not taught it as a child. You need to be determined and setPost too long. Click here to view the full text.


>being controlled and owned by the mundane

what does that make you? Knock it off, dumbass.



>being controlled and owned by the mundane



>register under different mundane control system



underrated post

>Learn to look at this planet as your home

Read this, almost threw up, didn't bother any further.



What do you mean they can use the police to return you home? What would happen if you explained your situation to the police? Don't you have a right to be a free individual? How did your sister escape? Is she willing to help you escape?

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I felt bad hoarding this all to myself, it's too good not to share again.

Here is a collection of books posted here before that I have reuploaded. I downloaded these when an anon shared them after he was accused of disseminating the books online so he decided to do the crime if he was going to get the time.

So here's a bunch of books from pissed off Occultists stolen by a pissed off Occultist.

There's some neat books from the Temple of Set and the Black Ship book was one he recommended. Sadly its file is broken and every file I downloaded from a torrent or online library to obtain it suffered the same fate. I'd appreciate someone sharing Black Ship by Malphas if you have it.



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I dont make everything about politics. Are you saying that left hand path and leftist politics aren't one and the same? They are cut of the same cloth in their schools of thought. They are both inherently satanic. And everything that they consider good and a thing to do is harmful to both the self and the whole.



sorry for asking but can someone make a torrent of this? I'm trying to download using Mega but it won't fucking let me download the whole thing as a zip. Tried the extension and the desktop software, nothing worked


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they aren't, the fact that you say it is inherently satanic just goes to so me you haven't actually read any of the books.



>destroy all tradition

>break all societal mores

>remove the son from the father

>and you can become your own god

Left wing politics and left hand path are synonymous. They are schools built entirely around deception and thus are inherently satanic. You saying otherwise just goes to show you are one of them.





Left hand path is about becoming an Ubermensch, not a leftist.

Mainstream leftists shill politics that are convenient for themselves, sure breaking of traditions and following anti-christian attitudes is completely up their alley, but the moment they're forced out of their comfort zone and told to walk the walk, they'll panic and run back to their safe space with their tail tucked between their legs.

I don't do left hand simply because I don't like the idea of it, but I respect it as a viable (if risky, even dangerous) path. Now would you please pull that jenova's witness pamphlet out of your ass and burn it?

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Which pseudoscience might contain some true elements?


(multiple choices allowed)

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Basically it's a community-created egregore/thoughtform/whatever. Some might call it a godform, terminology talks circles around what it actually is though. Still wouldn't engage with it though.


You're right, it's just a memename. You can find articles on it under "geoseeding", it's not classified.


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>UFOlogy with that many votes


Where the fuck else did you post this? There's no fucking way people here would vote for fucking ufology



>which might contain some true elements

All of them, to varying degrees, contain portions of the truth. None of them contain the full truth. This applies to everything, not just "pseudoscience"



>Where the fuck else did you post this?


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