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>tfw want to be Christian

>tfw sometimes my magick ways kick back in

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Read Valentin Tomberg, OP



>professional environment

<Ideological echo chamber


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The Christ Consciousness is very real, it is very present, each and every one of us has the power to achieve Christ Consciousness, it is only a moment to moment decision to not co-operate with "fear". Understanding that enlightenment is a choice between "fear" and "love" is a great tool to help understand this concept. Another important tool is the Spiritual Armor. The Spiritual Armor is a concept hidden in occult traditions through time. The formulation of the spiritual armor is an initiation right in itself. Its important to remember that there are those entities which want to scare us back into 3rd dimensional existence when we reach the astral world. The armor is there, not only to protect, but to ward off invaders in the astral world, which can only control you by fear which is the most base defense mechanism of your reptilian brain.




"Formulation of the magickal armor part 1"



t. Irenaeus

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This material body and brain is illusionary when compared to the soul.

Most religions have a string of truth to them, and that truth is that we

have souls and that they do reincarnate.

Even Christianity agreed upon reincarnation, that is in it's earlier years

before the idea of hell as a spiritual place took over for political reasons.

The existence of a soul is an objective reality to me.

I've been shot in the head, stabbed in the heart, you name it.

I remember these things from past incarnations and can go into further detail.

In all of the incarnations I remember I have been the same person with the

same family that I love very much.

Especially my grandmother.

Could knowing in the end that I will get a clean slate and be together with

my family again be considered enlightenment?

Then there's my name, which I feel is the biggest clue God has given me.

It means contemporary Phonetic Enduring, which is synonymous with

modern spoken God.

If I was a modern spoken God would I not have wisdom few others have?

Finally there's the origin of the word contemporary, contemporarius.

It means together with time, which is exactly what we will all be. Together

again with time.

Because if there's one thing I've learned it's that every incarnation is the

same reality with the exception of the choices we make. So if that's the

case I may indeed encounter the same friends and foes and even strangers

such as yourself.

We will all be together with time.

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>I've been shot in the head, stabbed in the heart, you name it.

Bullshit. :^) I've 'almost died' so many times that it has entered the realm of statistical improbability that I yet live. And, it was not just things like 'wew Im lucky that speeding truck missed me!' but situations where I should have died but did not. I believe this may be what it means to be born again.

>Then there's my name, which I feel is the biggest clue God has given me.

Mine means "his law's anagram"


and then there is "lead me not into temptation"


>the state of time

>lead me not into the state of keeping time


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You are insane. You have no wisdom. You lack understanding. Try researching something tame like political rights; your present 'occult' understanding is sonic.exe.

~Epyc Wynn


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What the fuck are you even trying to say?

~Epyc Wynn



That this board is dead


Let's just all love lain, and be connected through the wired. Connect with machine and into transhumanism. Stahp with this soykaf shill bickering

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Join here if you want to find out the truth and origins of UFOs, hollow earth, secrets of the pyramids and regular xpol talk etc!

Discord /25r5t6

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Thanks Anon.






Dude check the date of that post.. why is this place so dead?



It needs more posters re


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Know someone on SSRIs? Get them off now.

Anti-Depressants Kill Curiosity, and cause depression and autism.

Curiosity is a neurological process driven by spikes in the pleasure transmitters serotonin, dopamine, opioids . Spikes in pleasure transmitters occur while learning, and this creates a reward system that drives curiosity.

SSRIs create a constant increase in Serotonin levels by inhibiting the neuron's re-uptake function.

This constant increase causes depletion of serotonin levels, preventing major spikes which drive learning

The overuse of serotonin diminishes the effectiveness of serotonin / dopamine based reward systems


>Selective serotonin reuptake inhibitors (SSRIs) have been reported to induce an amotivational or apathy syndrome in both children and adults. Despite detrimental social and financial consequences, AAS often goes unreported and undetected.

Anti-Depressants deplete Neurotransmitter levels


>As the level of intersynaptic neurotransmitters increase, the Monoamine Oxidase (MAO) system is stimulated and increases the breakdown of neurotransmitters. If you do not increase the nutritional intake of serotonin and norepinephrine precursors in patients that are being treated with antidepressants, the net effect is further depletion over time.

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Nice argument bruh



I must be schizophrenic 'cos that kind of made sense. Easy up on the word salad dere


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It's exactly like your argument, stupid fuck.


I do constant witch craft over the psychiatric system among other

systems, thing is my bunch of events at the crossroads never

would have been the way they were if not for my psyche meds,

but yeah over all they aren't very healthy but the stress of my meds

cracked something in my mind & altered the way my mind thinks,

I see the world in a brand new way, the illusions have been dissilved

& I'm more aware of my surroundings now due to hyper vigilance,

learned witch craft & everything over time due to my meds even

though I know my doctor is trying to do damage to me with them,

I believe that way before they have a chance to kill me the chemistry

will evolve me,


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>does drugs

>"the illusions have been dissilved"

Fringe users in a nutshell.

~Epyc Wynn

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I've always considered this. This is what ancient cultures and societies were talking about when they produced the allegory of "evil blood magic". By using such injections bypassing the two main immune barriers (skin and lungs) you can directly "taint" someone's blood, as in the way of blood magic, in away that leaves them permanently altered with whatever you decided to inject them with.

Like circumcision, it is primarily pushed upon those too young to resist, who don't know the risks. It has also been pushed using the group mentality of shaming those who don't perform it (eww, head cheese? Who wants that?; fuck off, anti-vaxxing scum!)

As an American I was subject to one of the most aggresive injection schedule in the world. As soon as they started coming, I developed asthma, started to become pale, sickly, and had to be hooked up to a nebulizer for hours a day. I dug up some old health records and was shocked to see the correlation of my failing health (even at youth) to the vaccination schedule.

Also I'm curious if there is any coming back from this. Once you've been fucked on such a deep (blood) level, is there any chance? I've always been pale, sickly, and generally felt shitty ever since my youth when this all happened first.

Will this sickness, this eternal infection, be passed to our children through our sperm, or would it be only the baby's mother who has to worry about that?

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Build friends to talk to.



I clearly already have, it went off with a (big) bang.


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What would be the purpose of injecting floaters? I'm really curious what you think



> it would be so minuscule it wouldn't have a negative effect

Then why is it in there? Either its effective, therefore shilling for homeopathy, or it isn't needed at all.

<Also, can we really trust that list? Is that really all that's there?


lockjaw builds character, i say infect em all and let nurgle sort em out

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I'm a Christian but this is what was communicated to me by ethereal entities.

So whats going on? Well see the ethereal is real. Certain groups insert thought forms into the ethereal recesses of your mind. The thought forms normally negative energy create creatures in your mind that can alter conciousness, insert thoughts, speak, move independently. Every thought form seeks the same power to enter the astral. Where they can propagate and act freely, feeding off the energy of peoples conciousness.

Groups? Not sure but monroe institutes research provided the mechanical means for non spirtual thought forms to propagate.

Those most strongly affected are mental "sensitives" taking the brunt of their flagerant use of thought forms.

Sleep is when you are most vulnerable to these thought forms. Working in the foreground.

Ethereal is the astral and inner planes where ideas and archetypes can form and function without the physical.

Alexy is my thoughtform he will form and flow eventually propagating the astral.

But there are others in my head pushing for space and activating predatorial nature within me.

To gut, stab maim / end your life before you end anothers.

Seals and sigils to protect your back that simple nothing else, excovations as well.

Magic is a lot like creation.

Sigils - symbols concoted to cement meaning and cause change.

Demons they exist, archetypal thought forms striving for the status of gods. They insert their symbols into your thought streams to cause you to call them fourth.

Gods power exchangers. Devotion brings their power into your life not nessecerily into you.

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It is not a test. They are not angels. My friend, I am warning you that these entities are attempting to control you more deeply. They were subtle, and assumed a guise of nicety, but this was only to get you to relax your guard. You are an individual with sensitive spiritual senses, but you have a weak foundation which opens you up to manipulation by the inferior entities of the astral world through your subconscious mind.

You must conjure them in the name of Christ, as soon as possible. I can help you, but you need to be willing.


reminder that all christians enjoy seeing their partner fucked



Christian has always been a cuck name anyways.

How've you been, Christian?



Gotta follow and harass me even though I left the server you were in?



Depends. Do you have tits?

<And what do you mean about server?

Do you really think that different threads are different servers?

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Looking for resources on the darker sides of magick and mysticism. Spooky rituals, skulls, all that neat stuff.

I've been reading about the Aghori, so naturally I'm fascinated.

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The cosmic gods are the archons. Ever the The Matrix? The agents and the people they work for. And whatever's above that.

The text posted above wasn't originally from the guy who reposted it; it was written by someone involved with Current 218 back when it was being reforumlated as Temple of the Black Light (I believe).

Most of it is basically correct, but.


>Why not completely establish yourself, like paid off house, a skill/trade, be reasonable, then once you are there fuck up people who try to fuck with your shit, and if people betray you then it wont matter because you will be set?

That's not bad in and of itself, but the real problem with that is (1) I want enlightenment and knowledge more than material things and (2) those people took everything I ever loved and hoped for, and they're not going to sit back and enjoy it while I build a shitty life devoid of everything I wanted over in the corner - if they want me to shut up and be happy, they can bribe me for it, but fuck threats; I'm too miserable to scare.

>There's a very good reason everyone just bowed to the new world order. Us military dominated everything, city of London has finances down, NSA has surveilence, cops can kill unarmed people, everyone on Earth has a microchip cell phone, the Jews have media/entertainment for psyops and mind control,

You're a faggot. Your defeatist attitude and its contagious nature are the only reason those fucktards have any power left at all.

And, no, I don't think they're going to win; at least, not against those who strive for spiritual practice, evolution, and survival.


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You are a flaming homosexual, and I'm not buying whatever bullshit you're trying to push.

Have a "dark art" fetish is fine and good, but the ultimate point is to develop strength, willpower, and develop a certain type of Gnosis. See this post:


>The blind dragon Tanin’iver will be awakened and shall ascend through the gates until his eye opens in the Ajna sphere (also known as Abbadon). When he regains his sight through gnosis of the black light, he unites Lilith (below) with Satan (above), and concentrates the nightside forces and thus manifests Azerate. The cosmic gods will then be destroyed along with the universe, and a new dawn shall begin.

That's the point. It's an alchemical formula. Nothing more, nothing less.

You're probably a typical Pete Carroll fanboy. Blow me.



Bumping for more spooky stuff

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==The True Meaning of Magic:== Diagramming and spreading diagrams of ideas, symbols, and memes, such as symbolized philosophies and theories, in order to manipulate hiveminds and the individuals composing hiveminds. (This is unconsciously done by many political, religious, and general organizations in order to gain and maintain power, as it's essentially Advanced Propaganda 101.)

==Why this is true:== All main lines of occult history both in this board and across the field lend themselves to the notion that there is an Ideosphere, aka Imaginary Reality, and the best way to interact with this reality is through organizing, understanding, and applying diagrammed systems of ideas, symbols, and memes, in order to influence the Ideosphere on a large scale, which is best achieved by manipulating Hiveminds.

Based on our board's history, magic's history, and most magical information I have encountered, magic is uniquely conveyed through webs and hierarchies of diagrammed symbols, ideas, and memes. These diagrammed systems represent spiritual constructs and personalities. Our most iconic "theories" or "symbol systems" look like giant maps for exploring the symbols in our mind. These include the Golden Drawn Cross, Kabbalah, Astrological Maps, Alchemical Systems, Chakra Maps, and miscellaneous diagrams you can find throughout our board. These are symbolic maps meant to explore a strictly Imaginary Reality which is overlaid over our Physical Reality, and it is known as the Ideosphere in the scholarly field of Memetics. The Ideosphere is the house of Hiveminds, whereas in our Physical Reality we have a Biosphere which instead of having Hiveminds, has Packs and Armies of living beings which often act as a byproduct of being manipulated by Hiveminds. Hivemind in the sense I am using it in, should be thought of as an entity with its own unique singular individual free will, which exists as a mosaic nework of nodes or fragments scattered across numerous individuals it uses as both pieces of its collective brain, and as pieces of its collective body. This is divergent from the common weaker definition of a hivemind as a collective observed force that can take over a riot or mob of people as a reaction to a collective experience. Magic is almost universally focused on viewing reality as imaginary, and I simply argue that while tPost too long. Click here to view the full text.

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You have as much magic as this guy


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God I love having the magical power of being a forgettable anime character. Right up there with plot armor and anime logic.

~Epyc Wynn



you need to be a little less self obsessed


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Egotism is wrong because it requires you to love yourself at the cost of devaluing the importance of others.

So if I just love myself a lot AND love others a lot, then it balances out.

Nothing wrong with having a fun with an imaginary identity. Not like I actually need it in order to enjoy life.

~Epyc Wynn



Need much more than just a little self obsession.

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I am using the word scholarly in this title solely to differentiate myself from ungrounded ridiculous posts of this board, as opposed to using it in the strict sense of following some formal format or scientific method.

I am Epyc Wynn, and the following are findings I have discovered through a mindset of absolute open-mindedness, and absolute skepticism over my years on the /fringe/ board.

The occult is a mountain of delusional lies with grains of enlightened truth. Of that truth, most of it is obvious information that wouldn't even be considered occult by the common person. Much of the truth in occult knowledge is just self-help advice, helpful generalizations and rules of thumb, and practicing how to use your imagination to use imaginary worlds/beings to your advantage.

Since everyone loves talking about how the Kybalion is the bedrock of all occult understanding, let me normiesplain the Kybalion to you via this run-on sentence: it's just 7 generalizations/rules of thumb which are as follows: everything is imagined, what happens at the lower levels of any structure corresponds to what happens at the higher levels and vice versa, everything is always moving and being still is an illusion, everything comes in pairs of opposites which are identical in nature but have a degree of difference between them and this means all truths are half-truths and paradoxes are always reconcilable, all things whether they're ideas or the universe or civilizations move with a rhythm of rising and falling or in and out or left and right and the how far they move in one direction dictates how far they have or will move in the other direction, every cause has effect and vice versa and this is known as law and nothing escapes law no matter how low or high it is in a hierarchy and chance is just an unrecognized product of law, and finally gender is in everything and everything has its masculine and feminine principles.

tl;dr Kybalion is just saying everything embodies an imaginary hierarchy of constantly moving pairs of imaginary information known as half-truths that follow a balanced rhythmic pattern that always follows cause and effect and always has elements of masculinity/femininity. This seems to hold up and mPost too long. Click here to view the full text.

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Epyc Wynn actually gave you a pretty good reply. What you seek can only be experienced, and nothing anyone tells you will really help much. It's like talkin to someone about a new colour in the spectrum, that has always been there, makes you ask yourself what does this man filled his eyes with to see that?



Specifically regarding your view on gender, why do you believe that our male/female model pervades all things? There are already plenty of living organisms that deviate from it (anything asexual, the whole thing Mushrooms have going) let alone non-living concepts. The idea that universal forces care about something as insignificant as how some creatures breed seems very unrealistic to me



It does exist in ou heads tho

And hermaphrodite animals have the two sexes they're not devoid of them

Also what is meant could be more abstract than what we experience


Thank you for your opinion, but I prefer experiencing all that "bullshit" by myself. I'm not fond of the Idea of someone telling what's real and what's not.


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I never said I believe the male/female model pervades all things; I flat out do NOT believe it pervades all things. What people mean when they say that, is that masculinity and femininity are general styles and patterns and thus these styles/patterns appear in all things. However, you could by that logic generalize all patterns and styles to relate to something else instead of genders, such as good and evil or positive and negative. Thus, I don't believe that.

Of course the universe doesn't give that big of a shit how creatures choose to breed it's just one more means to an end among many.


You're going to hate education, philosophy, and reality a lot then.

~Epyc Wynn

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Boneless pizza. What is this place.

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That's one cute slav. Sauce?


A meme infested shithole.


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why don't you come shitpost on meguca instead, it's live



>anime & nazis

looks gay af


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Most of the time it's the right kind of gay, just bully the traps until they go away and you're fine.

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>Initiation is your own life. If you want initiation, write it upon a staff. Whosoever has understanding let him understand, because there is wisdom within. Initiation is neither bought nor sold. Avoid those schools that give initiations by correspondence. Avoid all those who sell initiations.

Initiation is something very intimate to the Soul. The “I” does not receive initiations. Therefore, those who say, “I have so many initiations,” “I have such and such degrees,” are liars and fakes, because the “I” does not receive initiations or degrees.

There are nine Initiations of Minor Mysteries and five important Initiations of Major Mysteries. The Soul is the one who receives the initiations. This is a very intimate matter; something that one must not go about speaking of, nor something that must be told to anyone.

Indeed, all the initiations and degrees that many schools of the physical world confer have no value whatsoever in the Superior Worlds, because the masters of the White Lodge only recognize the legitimate initiations of the Soul as genuine. These are completely internal.

The disciple can ascend the nine Arcades, pass through all the nine Initiations of Minor Mysteries, without having worked in the Arcanum A.Z.F. (Sexual Magic). Nevertheless, it is impossible to enter the Major Mysteries without Sexual Magic.

In Egypt, everyone who reached the Ninth Sphere would inevitably receive by word of mouth the terrific secret of the great Arcanum (the most powerful Arcanum, the Arcanum A.Z.F.).


The first ordeal that the candidate has to face is the trial of the Guardian of the Threshold. This Guardian is the reflection of the “I,” the intimate depths of the “I.” Many are they who fail this terrible ordeal.

In the Internal Worlds, the candidate has to invoke the Guardian of the Threshold. A terrifying electrical hurricane precedes the terrible apparition.

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>so easily falling for distraction

why would you want it, indeed.


Man, that's a lot of shit to sift through.

Doesn't explain my experience whatsoever.

Self "initiated" from a single digit age simply by pondering the concepts of duality, unity, magic, etc. and ignoring the advice that we shouldn't talk with animals, plants and objects beyond childhood. If you have the idea of, "I don't know if it works unless I REALLY try it myself" then all this crap about a framework for magic just seems like a crutch that non-magical folk use to get started understanding the universe.

If you want to know anything it's simple: Just ask everything, it'll tell you.



>Man, that's a lot of shit to sift through.

>all this crap about a framework for magic just seems like a crutch that non-magical folk use to get started understanding the universe.

Most "frameworks for magic" are bullshit occultism with sparkles of truth so that fools get attached to shitty thoughtforms that are detrimental to actual development. This is the reason the "occult" is full of semi-religious nonsense for anyone who is capable to see through deception.

>If you want to know anything it's simple: Just ask everything, it'll tell you.

This requires a connection that usually gets lost in early childhood. It's not very helpful for seekers that had to wade through a sea of filth in their quest.


Accurate paradigm


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(2 Nephi 10:24)

Wherefore, my beloved brethren, reconcile yourselves to the will of God, and not to the will of the devil and the flesh; and remember, after ye are reconciled unto God, that it is only in and through the grace of God that ye are saved.

You are the Devil. Mankind is the Beast.

Carbon - 666 represents Flesh.

I am Saint John, time to wake up

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Until OP can prove he's immortal in flesh, any words from thy mouth will be rendered as null and hypocrisy.

Few will bother to find the truth when all their senses are distracted and satisfied through the machine of dependencies.

And when telling the devil he is the devil, he reacts devilishly, and may even permanently damage the chance and possibility of that spirit to redeem itself before death.

A sick man cannot get well when he wants to get well. He will only want to be well when he is sick of being sick.



On ==christ consciousiness==.


St. John please pray for me. Please show me the truth.

Reveal yourself to me and show me that it is as you say.


Reality > Dogmatism



There's a difference?

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Writing a personal greentext story, fishing for the two cents of any anon that wants to throw theirs in.

I came across something I wasn't prepared for not all that long ago, while hopping car meets with a friend of mine. They were never my preferred social circle or interest, but the guy I went with (who also always drove) was the kind of good company that's hard to come by.

Let's call him Dave. Dave and I used to work at the same burger joint, he did the bulk of my training while I was there. We became very good friends through that. We respect each other's terrible sense of humor, I respect his practical life type knowledge and intuition, and he came to respect my knowledge. My lust for books and creativity made me into the kind of smartass that always could offer a comment of obscure understandings on nearly anything. I was 20, he was 19.

>Before this point, I had already begun my personal very basic research into the occult, and already had a worldview open to seeing whatever came for what is presented itself as

Story Start

>Be cruising with Dave through a smaller Canadian city, in a Ford ST with maybe too many bells and whistles

>Its the kind of car that gets the attention of cheap but attractive enough females, and the people who appreciate cars that are functionally fast without looking like crap

>I'm just content that me and a buddy are cruising

>Its absurdly comfy, and cruising like this has a Kavinsky/Nightcall feel to it

>We're looking for a car meet after a late night of virtually no success

>Just looking for people to sit with during needlessly late hours of the night, smoke cigarettes with

>Its really just a bunch of lonely people who have niche interests

>Some of the people that turn up are like me, brought by a friend, we have almost no idea of whats going on

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Sorry to ask, if it is uncomfortable to answer for you.

I get he's one of the people that went down the Left Hand Path, but what happened to Dave? Did he continue chasing the girl? What else that you can share happened to him after that?


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/x/ tier. Not in a bad way.

If you've thought about becoming a priest in a serious way then you've attracted attention. You need to continue to take it seriously, regardless of whether you commit to the priesthood or remain separate from it.

I think the Catholic church ended in the sixties with Vatican II, but that's just a personal opinion. And more about the organization than about individual churches. The imagery in a traditional Catholic church is important. It's representative of the Tree of Life you posted.

So, my advice is choose the route of Christian mystic. Discard logic and intellectual theology for simple faith. Rely on God to show you what you need to know when you need to know it.

Those weird times when the veil between worlds is lifted can be pretty far out. People think it's edgy, but there are things that only want to see human beings debased. And if your light is bright then your going to attract their attention, and the attention of people who serve them. So stop playing around.



We maintained contact with each other for about a week. He told me that he could enter people's dreams. He used to use that for the Satanist group that he was a part of, to keep an eye on the local cannibals. Keep them from going too far and becoming the real scourge that cannibals can turn themselves into. Apparently they put a significant effort into trying to stomp that cult out.

He didn't keep chasing the girl. I think he redoubled his participation in something in the /fringe/ domain, but I don't know what.


>If you've thought about becoming a priest in a serious way then you've attracted attention

Do you know what it is that I saw?

I used to pray for God to show me what I can be in his service. When I was much younger, I was emotionally spent and exhausted. I surrendered those things to God, and instead found myself sensing and feeling the minds and thoughts of others. I prayed that I might someday see things as they are. Not for a comfortable Micky Mouse image and perspective on the world where a man lives and dies. Just another cog in a machine meant to break civilizations.

We are in agreement about what the Church has become, its why I've distanced myself from that Fr. Mitch Pacwa style theology. Its why I've focused more on instinct and prayer. This last week my prayer and meditation hit a level I didn't think possible. I can feel whats next. I know whats next, and I am afraid.

<That wont stop me from moving forward

But I had no idea that just being in the state of willing to enter the Priesthood would bring that kind of draw. And I suppose that makes sense. The blind, accepting faith approach has really been my only real compass in everything.



>Do you know what it is that I saw?

No idea.

I suspect that the whole thing was a setup though.

Your interest in the priesthood is going to change your "frequency". It's an inclination towards service. Some kind of deep subconscious commitment you may have already made looking for an appropriate outlet. Maybe. Either way your likely a positive influence even if you don't recognize it.

We mostly filter out psychic data before it gets to our conscious mind. If your already sensitive to it then that's likely another reason for being targeted, probably for recruitment.

If your dealing with this kind of stuff you should carry a pocket New Testament at least. Reading from it out loud will have an impact. A rosary is also useful to have on you.



Service. I've realized that a life of reading and helping people get back onto their feet would be the only thing that would satisfy me. Its the only thing that sates my wanderlust. I've eyed military service, the priesthood, opening a restaurant, I can't seem to get it out of my bones.

>My readings have been focused to energy and healing for… I don't know how long.

My Dad told me that there's the blood of healers in his side of the family. I would consider myself successful if I learned how to wield it.

I've got a mini-bible, Catholic Revised Standard. I wouldn't mind an older copy, though…

I've lost faith in my rosary, although I still have it. But, with things as they are, I'll try and meditate with it again. I've been wary of the aspects of the Church that don't aim themselves directly to God, and properly looking after the congregation. In Canada, the Church has become degenerate, and just a place of social masturbation and progressive politics.

>Yes, I've become disillusioned

>Yes, I'd love to have an excuse to dive back in, rather than just doing my own thing in a corner

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Evening, mein negros.

Have any of you ever managed to transmute physical matter, as in, literal physical transmutation? Water into wine, base metals into gold, et cetera?

The Cassopeian logs say that everyone knows how to do this, and the Seth material says that all physical matter is psychic and therefore transmutable.

How is this achieved? I'm assuming it has something to do with the electromagnetic fields in the body, spul, and/or mind interacting with hyperspace, but there must be a more advance theory behind this.

I don't remember what pic I chose for this thread, but pic probably not related.

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The division is to begin the killing to remove excess humans so automated AI can replace them. It's all planned mang. Meatbags gotta go.




Also, lol CIA Niggers are so triggered over some random fucking info people posted online that maybe like 100 uniques read, 10 people believed, and 1 person tried. This is how you blow your whole operation, idjits.

Interwebz in the USA are awful flaky lately CIA Niggers, why is this?









It's only a matter of time until people go from "Fortnite is down" to "there's internet outages everywhere" Watch yourselves, CIA Niggers.



Ovid's "Metamorphosis"


Time wasting bullshit imho, unless your instinct is pointing you to something specific.

You aren't going to fuck with reality unless it's reality fucking with time.



isn't that just chemistry



Lel, welcome to the real world, nigga.

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That if you "worship" a "God" You're worshiping an idol. Enlightenment only exists within oneself. It cannot be found externally through the worship of idols. No matter what you call it, "God", "Zeus", "Odin", etc… They're all forms of the demiurge.

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I got a good old transcendental brainwashing.


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>>Wtf is the demiurge?

What independent entities created when they prayed that god give them the imperfect reality we know.


Saintly people are sick of praying for you salvation, come back to reality and praise the lord.


Your going to go far in life, you better leave now.


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Daily reminder that if your path ignores the ontologic distinction between the Absolute and the relative, God and your yourself, then you have made an idol of your self and you're literally falling into solipsism.

There is no enlightenment for those who forget God. Repent, Satan was the first to idolize himself.


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you're doing it wrong



I think you don't understand what this thread is about, but I also disagree with it

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